Month: November 2026

The men who speak the language of car

For my father who, unlike me, spoke the language of car.

We travelled around Lewis in an eighty-year-old van converted in 1948 into an open-topped sports car. As we met with many helpful oily angels and archangels, I was like a confused altar boy in the church of car.

Like bees to jam our car draws in the kind of man

with plentiful advice, a story, and an engine plan;

at Gearranan, eight bikers sang to us the psalm

of the six-volt battery and the Morris van.

They also had dark tales to tell –

of a special kind of hell

where petrol turns to gel,

and carburettors choke forever.

The next day we communed with Denis in Bragar

in his cathedral to the classic car.

We genuflected before relics of Rileys and ossuaries of Austins,

and bowed our heads to the last resting place of three Massey Fergusons.

We went there for a petrol filter and were invited in

to hear tales of a lost way of travel

when every problem could be fixed for a fiver

with a set of spanners and a flathead screwdriver.

Two Lewis men appeared like spirits from afar

taking human form from petrol fumes; saying ‘we saw the car’.

They talked of piston rings and reverse polarity, sealing the engine block,

and again and again of gaskets – so many gaskets.

Denis brought us tea and baking from his wife,

and showed us photos of his vehicular life like a gallery curator.

Until, pressed for time, we left to the sound of our klaxon,

and smiles wider than our radiator.

Where have they been with their secret language?

Perhaps I heard, but then ignored, such distant incantations

and travelled this earth content to turn a key and drive,

while all the while this priesthood kept me moving and alive.

On Gearranan Beach

The sky announces an approaching storm

but the sea says there is time enough.

I balance on boulders

rounded by three billion years.

It takes me one of two ways

this ‘being in nature’.

Often towards Mary Oliver who knew

that one moment was enough.

Enough to fill a whole life

complete and brim-full,

stretched forever across the sky

like the skein of rain now on the horizon.

But today it takes me another way

towards friends and family

to the many kindnesses

we have shared and received.

How we have travelled, our little pack,

weaving pathways through the forest

as the troubled world closes in for a kill

more final even than war.

It starts to rain on Gearranan beach

And I pull a woollen hat over my ears.

It knits the colours of the island;

green, purple, orange and the crystal grey of gneiss.

For a moment, rainbows and boulders,

friends and rain, sea and thickening clouds

sit with me on the beach as rain splatters my glasses –

I breathe the rhythm of the waves.